Thursday, June 26, 2008 | Thursday, June 26, 2008
i miss you like hell.
where did you go ?
it was so easy for you to find a replacement .
how could you? who could you?!
yes , i was so mad with you.
mad with you coz you put me aside .
i dont want to call you a sweet talker ,
but you made me fall for you ,
and den now ? you left me?
gosssh , this is really hard for me .
okeh
like deedee said ,
breathe in , breathe out .
pheeewww.
wadever it is ,
its nice knowing you honeey .
goodnight darlings.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 | Tuesday, June 24, 2008
okeh . done .
haishh.
school days are back , and im totally not ready for anything .
nyeheh!
first day of school was kinda great .
haha , believe it or not .
the night before I was complaining to somone
about im not ready for school .
but the day after , when the morning when school reopens ,
i was super hyper siaaak .
haha. mcm biaseee uh aku .
ZAMAN BILER MAU SKOLA BEB ? =P
padahal im still stuck in this stupid old skool .
pfft !
den morning dah hyper hyper ,
amacam here amacam there ,
ASSEMBLY .
there , you could see some people's hair yang bercoloured .
abeeeeeeees .
Yat's was obvious siaa .
FANATIC EH SUMEEER! hehe.
and and and , even though Nann tegur me about my hair colour ,
this time , i didnt get caught .
waaaaaaah, gembireee siot .
at first Ng said this to me ,
" Nabilah , you hair uh . "
den i was like , err why cher ?
den he replied ,
" your hair long already , must tie "
den he gave me that ' fierce-but-not-fierce-to-me ' face .
den he walked away .
i was already ready to get caught sia today .
but i didnt .
well , dont be too happy lah dey .
there's gonna be spotcheck again tmro .
DENGGGGS!
den went to class , had talks , free time
and i did some catch up with my classmates.
Talked to Alfian , Shahril , Acap , Din .
haha . many things had happened .
kekek kekek .
Talked with the malay girls ,
and ohh yes , BAO REN .
haha. funny guy, talked to me about spec course .
.he said it was fun , just the food like shit . =.='
haha. haiyoooh, kids nowadays .
mcm paham siak nabilah .
den after skool , went BBT for awhile .
waited for the gundus2 to kluar skola.
hah. den walked to bustop ,
they said i have swollen eyes .
dont know lah .
heck care lah kn .
while waiting for their bus to come ,
I talked with Syaaaaf.
haha . si bedah tuh .
ader jer bende nak bilang .
den their bus came , so i crossed over to take my bus .
board bus and went home .
meet up with mok sheng , amir brit , ahmad and din bangs .
haha.
talked talked . den went separate ways .
went home , dengan linca nyer
aku makan , mandi , siap and pack bag in two hours .
not bad eh nabilah .
improving improving .
heeeeh! =DD
meet up with deedee ,
and den went to simei for awhile to send moksheng's guitar.
temaned ArepMetta to cut his hair .
and he really look like a decent school boy
because of his hair cut .
haha! keciaan siak .
den when to street , watched they play soccer ,
den take book from Din Bangs hse .
den went to tuiton .
AND I WAS SUPER DUPER LATE!
i was supposed to come at 5 but i reached Cher hse at 6.45PM
i was 1 hour and 45 mins late.
good job eh nabilah .
pfft!
den went home straight ,
watched telly ,
then went to sleep for AWHILE ONLY.
i slept at 11 and i woke up at 2.30am .
and from 2.30 am i didnt sleep until now .
and FYI , the time now is 5.37am .
nampaknyer tk tido lah nari .
weee! =DD
tmro gonna have tution again .
and i really hope i could pass my end year exam with
SUPER DUPER FLYING COLOURS.
PLEASE EH , I WANT MY PARENTS TO BE PROUD .
I WANT TO SHOW MY DAD THAT IM REALLY HIS DAUGHTER .
you wanna know why i said like that ?
because if i fail , he said that im not his daughter
and he didnt want to sign the paper or report book .
saddening kan .
sedihhhhhhhhh siak .
i nearly broke down , but i hold back my tears .
its all because i want to show him that im not weak ,
BUT IM STRONG .
only if i passed , den he'll be looking tru the paper
with a wide smile on his faceeeee. =DDDDD
den he'll sign .
heeee .
okeh lah . its already 5.41 am now .
waaaah . nabilah perangai siak tk tido nari .
pffffffft!
| Tuesday, June 24, 2008
i dont know what to say anymore to you.
it seems like you're never sincere to be with me .
while i dont feel belonged to be with you .
but things goes well for us , but not .
its good , its also bad .
you get me ?
you said things that nobody said to me before .
you did things that nobody did to me before .
yah yah , im sensitif .
because im used to it .
you're a guy , while im a girl .
mcm mane pun , you're still stronger den myself in some ways .
Im already upset with my current situation .
I DONT WANT THIS !
I dont look forward to meet you again .
Cause' the very first time i met you , I was quite upset .
I dont feel REALLY REALLY REALLY happy .
i dont feel excited about meeting you again .
its that , you're way different from other guys .
You treat me differently from other guys .
i dont wanna say you treat me bad ,
just think about it alright .
it seems like you're never sincere to be with me .
while i dont feel belonged to be with you .
but things goes well for us , but not .
its good , its also bad .
you get me ?
you said things that nobody said to me before .
you did things that nobody did to me before .
yah yah , im sensitif .
because im used to it .
you're a guy , while im a girl .
mcm mane pun , you're still stronger den myself in some ways .
Im already upset with my current situation .
I DONT WANT THIS !
I dont look forward to meet you again .
Cause' the very first time i met you , I was quite upset .
I dont feel REALLY REALLY REALLY happy .
i dont feel excited about meeting you again .
its that , you're way different from other guys .
You treat me differently from other guys .
i dont wanna say you treat me bad ,
just think about it alright .
like come on uh , takkan pun pasal you nyer blog , you dont want to tell me .
you purposely changed your URL .
wth uh . kau pikir ape , aku nak kepo kepo dalam hidup kau .
i dont give a damn uh if you said that I cant go to your blog .
Where's your honesty ?
you expect me to trust you , and this is wad you're gving me .
BULLSHIT ahh you .
I dont want to fight again , i dont want to be labelled SUPER SENSITIVE GIRL .
you guys said that im sensitive , but the thing is I dont think I am .
is it because i go silent when you guys dont let me do things that i want or
when you guys told me somthing but i didnt said anything?
its because , I COULDNT CARE LESS !
now you tell me , for wth you purposely tell me you FAKE URL .
takot nah per siaa?
kalau you tk buat salah , buat ape nak takot .
takot uh tuh rahsia terbongkar .
like seriously ahh , i dont need a fucking liar in my life again uh .
i had enough once , but it still happened again ,
now you're trying to be the third one ?
awwwh you know what baby , you can get the other stupid silly girls to toy with their feelings .
you look so innocent , goshh .
like seriously , i dont wanna make a big fuss just about ur FAKE URL .
but like do you really really really need to LIE to me ?
owwh fuccck . you know I HATE LIAAAAAAAAARS .
even if you dont , have some comman sense uh siak .
who would want to be lied ?
sape nak kene tipuuuu??
I feel so .. diperbodoh bodoh kan siak..
like how could you siak .
im so ashamed to meet you again ,
i cant face up to you .
its all because
i know that you're toying with my feelings because you know im weak and im easily hurt .
im soo hurt .
Friday, June 20, 2008 | Friday, June 20, 2008
im so fucking dissapointed in you .
fuck off lah eh .
guys are always guys .
tak cukop satu puki .
kimak peh sundal .
anyway ,
i had fun staying at nyai's hse .
MJ12 at night .
super scary cn ?
but i slept halfway .
nana and kakak are my laughing machines .
kakak is the lame one .
super duper lame shit siak tuh anak .
and and today ,
went simei for awhile .
lepaked .
and went hme .
skip skip , went hme
straightaway go out again .
go eat , den after dat jalan2 arnd afgan ,
bought pants .
met syerah den go YES supermarket .
huhu!
so now , blogging.
and i miss syafiqah likee hell.
=(((((((((((((
Sunday, June 15, 2008 | Sunday, June 15, 2008
HEISSOFREAKINGSWEET!
PLEASE EH!
DONT MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU, EH BOY!
PFFFFFFFT~!
=DDDDDDDDD
please eh people , im not in love.
im not in love like Syafiqah yanag bedah tuh.
=P
Saturday, June 14, 2008 | Saturday, June 14, 2008
& They Called Me Their First Sex Teacher . -___________-
heyhoo!
okeh okeh .
last few days Ive been sleeping at my Nenek Bedok hse.
ohh yar ,
on thr thursday ,
we had the GIRLS outing .
actually I shouldnt say that .
RianHyekel , yes , that dickhead guy ,
joined us .
so , he's the only guy that followed us .
FEELING PIMP uh tuh dier. -______-
went town. marina.
PICTURES WILL BE UP SOON!
when i get the pictures laah.
i went home with Syaf Bedah .
heh heh!
yar , SYAFIQAH YUHANA.
mcm kekek uh think alek .
i thought that me and syaf wouldnt get along tt well lah.
but noooooooooooow,
hahahahah!!
i thought that she's the type that hard to get along with ,
or cerewet that type of people.
haha ,
dats why there's ths saying ,
" DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!'
hehe.
den went bedok ,
syaf went interchnged , and i went to my nenek hse.
haha!
and you know wad will happen ,
if a night spent together with all my gundus(cousin)
and at 4.50AM ,
atlast , sumer goonnneee!
TIDO!
and Syaf's brother-in-law met with an accident.
mcm biase uh moto.
heard that his right hand hancur.
eeeeew.
syaf ask me to follow her to visit him.
maybe looooorh.
hehe! =P
and and i pathetically have tuition now.
just becoz of my stupid bad results.
but but , i dun really care.
instead , i love going to tuition ! :D
I WANT TO STUDY !
Mon , tues , wed (9 -12)
paaaaaaagi taaau!
pffffffffft~!
okeeeeh lah.
IM SUPEEER DUPEEEER
SOOPEEEEER LOOPEEEEER
TIREED!
heees.
gudnite lovelies.
mwah mwah .
=DDD
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 | Wednesday, June 11, 2008
AREEEEEP!
Monday, June 9, 2008 | Monday, June 09, 2008
siala! bikin sot per siaaaaa?
siaala. perangai siak tuh mamat! dier tk sedar sedar per die saper. wah wah , sdap jer maen2 kn hati orang. sialan jubo. aku menyesaaal uh tergiler2 kn kau. kau buat aku mcm kau peh dolly per siaa. kimaaak per sia kau. naseb , aku tergile2 kat kau , naseb aku tk kasi badan aku kt kau uh. pala pukimak! step mane peh innocent jer! kau nk pmpn yg dh kene rolling tuh? eh siaala , GO AHEAD LAH SIAAK! aku tk kesah uh kau nk pmpn yang dh kene rolling ker , steng ker , kene maen jer , shotgun ker , APE AKU KESAH. ape yg aku kesah nie , asl kau tergamak buat aku mcm gnie. tk ker mcm sialan tuh. kalau dh tk nk ade apepe kene mengene , eh kau boleh straightforwaaaard per sundaaaaal~! pffffffffft~! siala , yang aku kat sini , btol2 ingtkn kau mcm an innocent angel dat really really didnt do anything rong! pukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkki laaaaaaaah!
kau peh bodek tersendat kat tekak kau per?! mane kau peh konek nk blg aku tros trang. siala , aku blg kau , aku cntct ngn laki laen , aku tk kesah uh kau nk marah nk ape , tapi aku tau kau dh tau. wah wah , abeh skrg kau buat blakang aku lagi. kiwaak. aku dh tanyer kau , kau step innocent abeh step majok. kirekn mcm kau btol2 tk bersalaah! perangai tkmo mcm anak sundal uh. siala , aku tau mak kau ngn bpk kau halal siaak. sah siot kawin. tapi aku tk tau uh asl perangai ank dier which is kau , mcm PUKIMAK SUNDAAL! aku tk pasal laah kalau kau tk nk cntct , kau boleh blg aku lah kimak. skrg nie aku tk suker lah siak dpt tau bende nie sume form my own close friend which tt sumone really close with you and treat you as his big brother. but do u think , people trust kau , people respect kau , kau boleh buat aku mcm gnie? isap bodek sendiri lah palabuto! kau mmg jantan sundal tk cukop satu puuuuuuuuuuuuuki! kau ngn jantan jantan sundalans sumer boleh dudok satu rumah. pas2 biler dh dudok diam2 pat rumah tuh , aku pasang BOM. pas2 meletup kn, tros aku open table laah siol! CELEBRATE lah siol. biar pmpn kau yg dh kene rolling tuh menangis untok kau! padaaaaaaaaaan muker kau jantan tk sedar diri. kau pk aku heraan ngn jantan mcm kau yg tk berhati perut peh jahanam ! siaala , aku tk leh denied uh yang AKU BETOL2 SAYANG KAU MCM GILER BABI PEH SUNDAL PEH ANK NYER. tapi malangnyer kn , kau perangai sundal. nak sedap jeeeer~! puki tiaang! kau mampos lagy bgos laah! aku tk heran lah ngn handphone kau tuh. siaaalan peh sundal mak nyer. aku harap kau mati kene langgar lori ! =D
Sunday, June 8, 2008 | Sunday, June 08, 2008
why should i cry? why should i show my weakness? ive tried to be strong , but its just not me. im not emotional , or maybe i am. but ive tried to look at the bright side but its not helping me at all.
*teaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaars rolling downnnnnnnn*
Saturday, June 7, 2008 | Saturday, June 07, 2008
SANGGUP EH KORG ?
omgosh .
kawan ke ape siak korg?
nie name nye kawan?
siaak uh.
im so fucking dissappointed saaak..
DDDDDDDD=
Friday, June 6, 2008 | Friday, June 06, 2008
SYAAAAAAAAF !WELCOME BACK TO
SINGAPORE!
and and you dont tell me you dont eat sweets from singapore okeh .
and and you and your mikirou cn go to toilet bowl. *flush*
nyeheh! i think Mizan suits u . hahahah!
and and , i bet you had fun thr .
and i know , YOU MISS MEEEEH . awwwh . kay dh nabilah. cukop. -.-'
okeh , currently webcaming with SyafBedah .
btw btw , i miss Syaf , Iyra , Yananana , Eeka and Nann .
awwwh. i really really want to meet you guys.
please please .
=(((((((((((
im home now.
last two days , ive been staying at my nenek hse.
and naaah , it wasnt boring .
IT WAS GREAT .
and i swear , i could grow FAT if i continue to stay there .
so yeaah , lifes great there.
ohhh yar ,
to that person eh .
you enjoy yourself at THAILAND uh.
go kirim salam my budak2 dere uh .
AJEJEK ! bdk2 aku keeeepeee!
and and , enjoy yourself there .
and dont forget ,
to take good care of yourself also .
tkmo enjoy , pas2 tk jage diri baek2 .
tuuuh yang aku tak nak!
and insyallah , i'll pray for your safety .
come back home quick .
only one youve gone ,
but i miss you already . =(
and dont forget to text me when youve reach spore.
den i'll welcome you bck to spore at my bloggy alright ? =D
okeh lah manusiaaaaas .
aku nk tngok citeer hantu!
BANGKU KOSONG .
eh, seramnyeeeeeeeeeeeeer! -.-'
alright ty den .
takcareee lovelies.
mwaaah mwaaah mwaaaah ! =DDDD
| Friday, June 06, 2008
AKU MIMPI AKU DAPAT CANCER .
AND AND , NOWADAYS , RAMBUT AKU ASEK GUGUR .
AND PEOPLE , THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT .
yes people , im scared .
who doesnt scared of dieing?
i feel like breaking down now.
now is when i rally really need sombody .
but i just couldnt find that somebody.
i really really need my friends rght now.
miss dem truckbuscarsmotorbikebicycle loads..
idk why i am feeling like this.
this is so weird .
SOMEBODY ,
PLEASE HELP ME .
=(((
