Saturday, May 30, 2009 | Saturday, May 30, 2009
If letting you go would settle all this problems, I would force myself to do it.
If kneeling down to you and ask for forgiveness would settle all this problems, i would do it.
If kneeling down to you and ask for forgiveness would settle all this problems, i would do it.
Dont you say Im taking revenge. I just wanted you to know how i felt. You dont expect me to go tru all the pain by my own self. Like i said before, binatang pun ade perasan lah. People said we could talk things out and try to save this relationship, but I guess I've tried? But to you it's all my fault and you keep on finding fault with me. Even borrowing a guy friend's shirt you wanna make a big fuss?! Im tired of quarelling w you about small matters. To even fight for my own right. You said i treat you like you're dead? but do you know how you treated me? If you said you're changed, then what happened to that day? It's obvious that you no longer trust me..
I dont mind if you wanna tell the whole world about my bad side, go ahead.
but tell you something, you know what you did to me that hurts me real bad.
You know what you did wrong.
Now, I leave it to you to do what with our relationship.
Since you're the 'goody' one here, I leave it to you to decide what's gonna happen next.
Takecare.
If there's not trust, there's no love.
| Saturday, May 30, 2009
haha, pose kentalan jubz sak. haha.
below are pictures at POD. Doing e learning.
sorry, was bored. had nothing to do. cant sleep.
so yaah.
i miss that guy that made me cry today.
ciao.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 | Thursday, May 28, 2009
i think im going to end my life soon?
HE LEFT ME, FOR REAL.
HE LEFT ME, FOR REAL.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 | Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Still have not recover from this bloody flu and cough. Now, headache is attacking. but I think it's better for me to get out of this house den stay at home rest. Holidays is approaching yet no plans have been made. God! Mendaak mendalam la kaan? name je holiday, but I still have to get back to school to finish up on my Dnt artefact. comeon ah, i have to REDO back my product because that bloody Lim told me to do the wrong thing. fucking fuck ah that teacher. name je cikgu, abeh ajar orang salah bende! tak ke aku mengamok? kene redo tau! aiyaaa! abeh nak kene finish up by 3rd July. tell me where got time! argggh! pissed off sia ngn tuh cikgu selenge!
Nvm, forget it. Today I went to have lunch with my dearestclassmates at seoul garden. Eat eat eat until wanna vomit. ishhhk! but still i had fun! ^^ aftaa dat, went to look around for Khai's ipod. Aftaa he bought his stuffs, went to smoke break and den lepaak. went home around ten. and now blogging lah kan? hehehe, k im done.
ciao ah eh! i miss Khairuazam Bin Abdullah. =(
nights.
Nvm, forget it. Today I went to have lunch with my dearestclassmates at seoul garden. Eat eat eat until wanna vomit. ishhhk! but still i had fun! ^^ aftaa dat, went to look around for Khai's ipod. Aftaa he bought his stuffs, went to smoke break and den lepaak. went home around ten. and now blogging lah kan? hehehe, k im done.
ciao ah eh! i miss Khairuazam Bin Abdullah. =(
nights.
Sunday, May 24, 2009 | Sunday, May 24, 2009
gaahh. i spend my whole weekend at homee w mummy and systaa. whole weekend you know?! even mummy says something must be wrong that i stayed at home. actually she knows why ah.. anyway, i think i got bird flu or swine flu or whatever bullshit flu ahh. flu tak baek baek siaa. and i guess i wanna go gym everyday? Im growing fat! last thursday i went to gym w Atiqah, Aisyahh and Hakimah. wolaao, they more semangat den me! haha, i must be semangat like them so i can lose wieght! best kan kan kan? ^^
ahhh, im so bored.. im waiting for mummy to bring back my steam chiken ricee! hehe!
k, ciao! (:
k, ciao! (:
Friday, May 22, 2009 | Friday, May 22, 2009
Happy 4th monthsary, Baby!
you know i love you very very muchh!
heheee, two more months to goo and im gonna beat your record!
Thank you for all the sacrifices that you have done for me.
Thank you for tolerating w my nonsense and my moodswings.
and im sorry if i've hurt you in any ways.
once again, Happy 4th monthsary sayang!
Iloveyou! :D
i will keep holding on...
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 | Wednesday, May 20, 2009
o.m.g! gambar last warning eh lame gileeer siotz.
SO PEOPLE, TODAY'S THE WHAAAAAT?
20TH.
AND WHOSE BIRTHDAY FALLS TODAY?
IT'S Yananana VogueLaVogue lah siaak!
nyehehh. at last, sweet sixteen! :D
Happy sweet sixteen, Yanaaa!
at last, sixteen! you know you're legal to something. *kening naek naek*
heheh, may all your wish come true and may you succeed in life.
most importantly, hope you will get good grades for ur Os.
Insyallah.
Semoge dipanjangkan umur dah murah rezeki. Amin.
I love you, babe! :D
Monday, May 18, 2009 | Monday, May 18, 2009
I MISS BOYFRIEND. *SAD FACE*
i went lepak w dearest friends today.
with different company, different place.
hit Mel's crib at 7 and talktalktalk.
by 9, me and Hanann reached home!
and now boyfriend is still hanging out w his friends. im really scared and i dont think i can sleep tonight thinking about the results gonna be release tomorrow. comfirm + chop im gonna fail every sub(!!) gerek pe?! get ready kene petpot ah siaa! and i think tomorrow's gonna be a bad day for me. we'll see people. till here dhen. nights whoever you are.
ciao! (:
Monday, May 4, 2009 | Monday, May 04, 2009
GREAT OR WHAT?
boyfriend is asleep right now.
I cant sleeeeep.
thats why im blogging right now? -_-
hmmm, tell me what should i do?
argh! i want to sleep but i just cant!!
Boyfriend,
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know that I always want to be with you?
Do you know that you're always on my mind?
You promised you won't leave me, right sayang?
I love you so much. No words could describe how deep is my love for you.
Stick with me forever, will you?
I miss my boyfriend. I love my boyfriend.^^
Sunday, May 3, 2009 | Sunday, May 03, 2009
FRIDAY- 'GIRLS DAY OUT'-TOWN.
So on Friday, plan was actually to watch a movie.
Daddy couldnt get the free tickets for us and so we,
Eeka, Syafiqah, Melissa and myself went to have out late lunch at Far East.
After that, we really got no idea where to go.
Each one of us like suddenly got no mood.
Like so... senyap? hah. yah.
We just walk around while asap-ing.
and decided to chill at Marina. hehehe!
but surprisingly town wasnt as packed as Tampines1 lah kan kan.
went to Marina and saw ANJING TERLEPAS OKAY!
haha. i know, we know, PUBLIC SHOULD KNOW! hah.
then suddenly each one of us got hyper.
start ah satu-satu punyer giler.
until Eeka kene sound ngan satu pmpn.
dah kene sound, abeh die mangkok giler, sembunyi kat blakang kite.
kan dah kene maki, tros terdiam. -_-
ni lah orang yang excited giler, sampai cakap tak tngok orang depan tepi.
den went marina rooftop.
smoke-d, chill-ed, took pictures(what do you expect) and had alot of fun! ^^
around 8, Mel ciao. Left Eeka, Syaf and me.
we took pictures like theres no tmro.
and then...
A SECURITY GUARD WANTED TO CLOSE THE GATE!
kite punyer linca kadok pack barang.
haha! kekek giler i tell you.
we thought the guard wanted to close the gate without waiting for us.
den we went down and bought drink.
during that moment of time, two things happened.
first, when we were queue-ing to order drink,
we saw i girl, wearing exactly the same top as Syaf's top.
When syaf and eeka saw, both of them kekek giler already.
abeh aku lost giler ah. den sayf point at that girl. The girl pusing,
she also laugh. haha! exactly the same colour, same pattern same whatever lah!
haha, syaf mangkok abeh tk nak pass by tht girl.
kental lah lu syaf! haha.
den den den, we saw Yananana's Ex number ten.
we didnt wanna say much den we make our move.
went to Marina steps. waited for my Boyfriend.
den we say the ANJING TERLEPAS AGAIN!
so boyfriend came, walked, took train den blahblahblah.
Boyfriend, syaf and me alight at tamp while eeka to pasir ris.
syaf met her boyfriend while boyfriend sent me home.
before 10, i reached home sweet home.
SATURDAY-LEPAK WITH BOYFRIEND-TAMP.
NIGHT-WATCH MOVIE WITH MUM'S FAM.
met boyfriend. was a last min plan.
plan was to just chill around.
den as we were walking, saw Hanann and his friends.
chill ngn dorg jap, den we went off.
spent time with boyfriend.
and around before seven, i already reached home.
boyfriend went to meet his friends at bugis.
AT NIGHT,
most of the mummys on my mummy's side met and watched movie.
JANGAN TEGUR at E!hub.
there was 23 people on mummy's side including mummy and my siblings.
went in around 10 and the movie ended around 11.30pm.
reached home, flaaaaaat. haha.
Today-STUDY WITH BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS.
Went out around 4. met boyfriend.
soon, Melissa came.
Eeka and Hariz came.
talk talk, laugh laugh.
den I studied.
around 8, Eeka and Hariz ciao.
den boyfriend, melissa and myself took pictures.
around 8+, Melissa went home.
left me and boyfriend.
asap den went home.
i reached home before 9.15
den..
TADAAAA! home, blogging. hehe!
some pictures je okay? hehe.
yang laen-laen, wait okay. malas lah. and dah malam pun.
hehe, less than a month is boyfriend's birthday!
somebody help me!
ciao people! Nights people! ^^
So on Friday, plan was actually to watch a movie.
Daddy couldnt get the free tickets for us and so we,
Eeka, Syafiqah, Melissa and myself went to have out late lunch at Far East.
After that, we really got no idea where to go.
Each one of us like suddenly got no mood.
Like so... senyap? hah. yah.
We just walk around while asap-ing.
and decided to chill at Marina. hehehe!
but surprisingly town wasnt as packed as Tampines1 lah kan kan.
went to Marina and saw ANJING TERLEPAS OKAY!
haha. i know, we know, PUBLIC SHOULD KNOW! hah.
then suddenly each one of us got hyper.
start ah satu-satu punyer giler.
until Eeka kene sound ngan satu pmpn.
dah kene sound, abeh die mangkok giler, sembunyi kat blakang kite.
kan dah kene maki, tros terdiam. -_-
ni lah orang yang excited giler, sampai cakap tak tngok orang depan tepi.
den went marina rooftop.
smoke-d, chill-ed, took pictures(what do you expect) and had alot of fun! ^^
around 8, Mel ciao. Left Eeka, Syaf and me.
we took pictures like theres no tmro.
and then...
A SECURITY GUARD WANTED TO CLOSE THE GATE!
kite punyer linca kadok pack barang.
haha! kekek giler i tell you.
we thought the guard wanted to close the gate without waiting for us.
den we went down and bought drink.
during that moment of time, two things happened.
first, when we were queue-ing to order drink,
we saw i girl, wearing exactly the same top as Syaf's top.
When syaf and eeka saw, both of them kekek giler already.
abeh aku lost giler ah. den sayf point at that girl. The girl pusing,
she also laugh. haha! exactly the same colour, same pattern same whatever lah!
haha, syaf mangkok abeh tk nak pass by tht girl.
kental lah lu syaf! haha.
den den den, we saw Yananana's Ex number ten.
we didnt wanna say much den we make our move.
went to Marina steps. waited for my Boyfriend.
den we say the ANJING TERLEPAS AGAIN!
so boyfriend came, walked, took train den blahblahblah.
Boyfriend, syaf and me alight at tamp while eeka to pasir ris.
syaf met her boyfriend while boyfriend sent me home.
before 10, i reached home sweet home.
SATURDAY-LEPAK WITH BOYFRIEND-TAMP.
NIGHT-WATCH MOVIE WITH MUM'S FAM.
met boyfriend. was a last min plan.
plan was to just chill around.
den as we were walking, saw Hanann and his friends.
chill ngn dorg jap, den we went off.
spent time with boyfriend.
and around before seven, i already reached home.
boyfriend went to meet his friends at bugis.
AT NIGHT,
most of the mummys on my mummy's side met and watched movie.
JANGAN TEGUR at E!hub.
there was 23 people on mummy's side including mummy and my siblings.
went in around 10 and the movie ended around 11.30pm.
reached home, flaaaaaat. haha.
Today-STUDY WITH BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS.
Went out around 4. met boyfriend.
soon, Melissa came.
Eeka and Hariz came.
talk talk, laugh laugh.
den I studied.
around 8, Eeka and Hariz ciao.
den boyfriend, melissa and myself took pictures.
around 8+, Melissa went home.
left me and boyfriend.
asap den went home.
i reached home before 9.15
den..
TADAAAA! home, blogging. hehe!
some pictures je okay? hehe.
yang laen-laen, wait okay. malas lah. and dah malam pun.
hehe, less than a month is boyfriend's birthday!
somebody help me!
ciao people! Nights people! ^^
Saturday, May 2, 2009 | Saturday, May 02, 2009
guys could have a lot of girl - friends.
guys play behind us ladies.
guys tell us one lie after another.
guys keep things from us ladies.
guys could just cheat and yet..
they still got away with it even if they’re to caught doing it.
wonder why?
when it comes to us ladies doing it to them..
it’s a whole big issue.
it’s as though we seriously need a DICK to get away from it.
dont u think so?
hahaa, so trueee.
