Sunday, November 30, 2008 | Sunday, November 30, 2008
I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BLOGSKIN.
SOMEBODY HEEEEEELP MEE!
Saturday, November 29, 2008 | Saturday, November 29, 2008
have you ever felt this feeling when at a point of time , you felt as if you own the world and then at the next min , you felt as if everything is running away frm you , avoiding you? things never really go the way i wanted it to be. i hate this feeling cause it keeps me having doubts on you.
Friday, November 28, 2008 | Friday, November 28, 2008
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| Friday, November 28, 2008
hahahahaha! someone have been reading my blog lah siololololol ! gerek eh bace blog aku ? come on.. leave a comment. hahahahha! STALKER!
saper makan cili , die lah yang rase pedas eh eh eh! *wink*
Monday, November 24, 2008 | Monday, November 24, 2008
i hope my dream wont come true. and please, dont change. i miss you. =(
HANANN , YOURE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAVING PROBLEMS NOW.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 | Sunday, November 23, 2008
im sick.
my throat is killing me okay!
i miss *ehem ehem*
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 | Tuesday, November 18, 2008
currently at home now and im webcaming with my hot idiot . like hello ? its 9.24 in the morning now . hehehe! i didnt go to sleep today coz i just couldnt . hahah . im having my gastric flu since ystd night when i was talking on the phone . wtnabilah right. haha .
i might be away for a few days or so . just wait for my upcoming post aye . dun miss me too much !
hahaha !
i might be away for a few days or so . just wait for my upcoming post aye . dun miss me too much !
hahaha !
aku sungguh maseh sayang padamu..
Monday, November 17, 2008 | Monday, November 17, 2008
life have been such a bore to me that everyday what i do is the same thing wad im gonna do for the upcoming weeks . i slept at 4 like almost everyday and probably i woke up by 2 in the afternoon . see if got plans den i'll be rushing to the toilet and get dressed up , if no , i dun have any reasons to go to the toilet . *wink* hahah . rot-at-home is my 'hobby' now and nobody ask me out ! like as in slack. what ? am i not famous enough or what ? HA-HA! shudup nabilah. haha . eat watch tv , watch dvd , sleep , play computer . thats the only thing i do when im at home . but at night time i'll be the guragas in this house. haha . everynight my oldest sister will ask me "amcam ? mau minum per?" and at first i tout it was for real . rupe-rupenye air hari raye lah ! haha . buat terkejut jer akak eh ! haha . i totally cant wait to spent my days with my beloved idiots and some time to spend with *ehem-ehem*! like totally ! HA-HA! okeey , things around me are becoming so random ? i mean all this is like so takperlu and i think im getting fatter. any connection? hahaha , im bored .
and dont ask me anything about my blogskin . *wink *
its under contruction eh! hah .
(tuh lah! tangan gatal sangat kan ! )
and dont ask me anything about my blogskin . *wink *
its under contruction eh! hah .
(tuh lah! tangan gatal sangat kan ! )
Sunday, November 16, 2008 | Sunday, November 16, 2008
FRIENDSTER SUCKS BIG TIME LAH SIOLOLOL !
*ROLL EYES 99 TIMES !*
*ROLL EYES 99 TIMES !*
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 | Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i dont think he got the right to call me a freaking shit ah . eh hello , im sensitive . you know it . call me stupid ? pathetic ? taik ? kental ? whats that for ? make me feel down ? like i have feelings and i fucking hate it when a guy calls me this that and you can say that you didnt do any fucking mistakes. im not trying to say that you must treat me real good and treat me like a princess. no , im not asking for that . in fact , i will feel disgusted if you treat me real nice. i was mad till i blurted out that three fucking words to you. yes , i hate you . coz NEVER A SINGLE GUY CALLS ME A SHIT . i bet my stardard is much more higher than to be compared with a shit . and oh yes , you call me a shit coz i replied you late . great ahh ? it feels so nice to be called a shit . i know im nothing compared to you . you got looks , you got nice body for a guy , you got everything that wad a girl wants . im nothing . im a shit like you said . i actually cried when you said that . eyy , its hurtful . i talked to my guyfriends. is it ur fault or m i just too sensitive? they said whatever it is , you dont have the fucking right to call me a fucking shit . and thats not the fucking way to treat a girl . some say you dont deserve me some just tell me to ditched you. this is the reason why i hate when i got to over GEREK with guys . he said he likes it hen we first chatted coz for the first time we chatted , i talked with him like i knew him for years . but see , they took it for granted . aku bebual gerek , dorang maen kurang aja ngn aku . aku go ngn korang nye way , korang pun nak kene pikir pasal care aku ahh sia . abeh perasaan aku tk perlu jage pe musibot ? kau panggil aku nie , panggil aku tuh , eh siaala , aku perempuan , aku ader perasaan. binatang pun ader perasaan ah siak.
to my hunney hot idiot ,
you said you would take good care of me . i asked you to go and fine some other better girls , but you said you rather stay and takecare of me .
den do you need to call me all that ? yes , i know . i was too mad that i said i hated you . but deep down , im not . u know that i was mad . you know how i felt . but u didnt pleaded guilty , u said u feel bad . but ur actions are not showing that u are. you asked for forgiveness , i forgave you den you just continue like nothing happen . hello , the heartaches are still there okeh . you asked me wad cn you do to make it up . but i just dont know wad to say to you . im hurt . and it takes time for a wound to be healed . you said you understnd me , den why is this happening ? and its not about winning or losing . i dont care who lose who wins. i dun fucking care about that , i just want u to know hw hurt i m . i dun wan to win . its not about that lah you. i got nothing more to say. i hope you understnd . im sorry.
- dear sensitive girl .
Monday, November 10, 2008 | Monday, November 10, 2008
its been so long and now im missing you badly..
I've been spending my time at bedok .ahh , better company den at home wad .
i got nothing to say actually .
holiday is so boring .
it actually killed me but i managed to pull myself to live . ( HA HA )
ok bye .
Thursday, November 6, 2008 | Thursday, November 06, 2008
I MISS THIS BUNCH OF IDIOTS PLUS IYRA AND HANANN ! =((
ahhh... finally home.. home sour home.. haha !last thursday i went out with ADIL CHIKANOZ .
met him at bedok inter . wen we went ubi den bugis to catch a movie .
i wanted to watch ape bunny tuh , skali dun have . and so ,
we watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL THREE . like so , primary 5 siak .
haha. and i was mad oke coz the darkskin lady who acts in HSM2 calls that
vanessabitch SUNSHINE ! waah, den that adil feeling cakap vanessa her gf and
i copy her name coz i was jealous . wth kan ! pfft !
after the movie we walked to marina and otw there we bumped into
Izzatonny (Yananana's bestfren!haha!) and his cousin.
and of course they talked and talked till adil forgets about me. pfft!
sat at marina's mcdonald and they were bored so they wanted to carik hal .
haha . funny then at last tak dapat , dorang nak bikin aku !
kuang asam peh musibat ! *wink*
then we board bus izzaton and cousin went home while me and adil went to ubi .
afterwards , we went separate ways cause i need to go parkway
while he needs to go bedok for idk what .
ahah . tiring day but fun .
PICTURESSSSSSSSSSS!
CANDID . HAH .
ahaha. idk why but he ask me to take him doing this . *above*
he was happy cause he just bought that middle band . abeh nnk show off ! podaah !
eeka's favourite pose / lambang . haha! sorry eeka. ahah .
and yes , he loves to take pictures eh ! irritating nak mampos siaak .
nampak background lawa or even when we waiting for smtg , he will say this
" eh kuwakan camera ah. amek gambr i" hahah .
he used my camera cause his camera batt died halfway tru.
so you guys know eh the reason why ! haha .
and yes , he loves to take pictures eh ! irritating nak mampos siaak .
nampak background lawa or even when we waiting for smtg , he will say this
" eh kuwakan camera ah. amek gambr i" hahah .
he used my camera cause his camera batt died halfway tru.
so you guys know eh the reason why ! haha .
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 | Wednesday, November 05, 2008
im still at my granny's place. yesterday syaf called me up and i was shocked becoz she was crying tersedu sedu siaa . i tout it was about mizan or what , but ended up she's crying becoz of her grandad . she said her grandad tngh nazak . suddenly the feelings came back . everything . haha. and i cried because i couldnt take it. i miss my granddad . alot . i could still remember i was sleeping when i received the news that 'yai' passed away . and it was arnd 5+ in the morning ? i didnt get to see him for the last time . that particular day . i dun know why but on that day thr's just smtg tt doesnt allow me to go visit him . mcm tau tau jer die nak pegi . i miss yai . i miss him alot . and hadi was he first one to know . haha. coz he was my boyfriend at that point of time . *kening naek tinggi tinggi * hahah .
my mum called me to come home quick as in today . haha . i miss mum . hah! only mum eh!
its better wad . thats wad dad wants . electric tak jalan per. aku buat menyemak pat umah per .
aku cume menyusahkan dorang jer per . sumhow , i feel as if i dont belonged there . pfft !
i miss you freaking idiots do you guys know that !
dont forget me okeeeh! :'(((
my mum called me to come home quick as in today . haha . i miss mum . hah! only mum eh!
its better wad . thats wad dad wants . electric tak jalan per. aku buat menyemak pat umah per .
aku cume menyusahkan dorang jer per . sumhow , i feel as if i dont belonged there . pfft !
i miss you freaking idiots do you guys know that !
dont forget me okeeeh! :'(((
Sunday, November 2, 2008 | Sunday, November 02, 2008
im currently at my aunty's crib which is at bedok . im staying over here since its school hols . heeeh ! one day here and one day at my granny's place . mauuuut . no need to see the sight if that cbdog . haha ! but i miss my friends so much ! infact , i dont miss my family at all . haha . evil eh eh eh . haha. as if i care . *roll eyes*
haha. i dont know why but im supeeer dupeeeer happy right now !
and and a message to MelissaKamil ehh .
you better dont forget me okeh ! hahah
especially when its already one month after werking .
alaaah , mcm tak tauuu jer ehh ! hahah .
meet me soon okey dearest ! imy ooooi .
i miss the rest too~
YanananaVogueLaVogue , HanannBigHead , EekaDorky , MelibuuCaamel , IyraaSaysSSS and of course SyafiqaaaaaahYUHANA !
haha. i dont know why but im supeeer dupeeeer happy right now !
and and a message to MelissaKamil ehh .
you better dont forget me okeh ! hahah
especially when its already one month after werking .
alaaah , mcm tak tauuu jer ehh ! hahah .
meet me soon okey dearest ! imy ooooi .
i miss the rest too~
YanananaVogueLaVogue , HanannBigHead , EekaDorky , MelibuuCaamel , IyraaSaysSSS and of course SyafiqaaaaaahYUHANA !
ahaha. and i thought you forget me . but you didnt . heehee. ni mcm baru wa sayang sama lu !
lalala~!
