Take it easy.

Saturday, January 24, 2009 | Saturday, January 24, 2009

Tell me a way that i can prove to my family that i really went out to study and not wasting my time outside hanging out with my friends doing nothing . I dont understand why I must lie to my family that i went out for Ncc but actually i went out to study. I thought they only wanted me to focus on my studies but when I went out to study, they thought im just wasting my time outside. Why cant they just trust me? What did i do wrng till im facing this problem right now? stupid. i feel so stupid. sis have been calling me stupid and stuffs but mum did nothing about it. it was as if she's supporting sis. heartache my friend, heartache. all i can do is to work hard and prove them that i studied by showing them my N level results.

But what if......

Sunday, January 18, 2009 | Sunday, January 18, 2009

today i didnt get to meet Azam because idk why. hmm. but its ok. i can tahan. (padahal dah merane tak dapat jumpe) haha. today went out to spend my time for awhile with my dearest Yana and Melissa. nyeheh! and guess what people? im super duper happy because.... hahaha!
tak sabar jacko! haha. den by 4 i make my way to bedok to meet sister. went to nyai house. meet my cousins and pak-mak ciks there. hohoho! and yes, i cut my hair and i think it sucks alot and i think i wanna re-pierce my tongue and my belly button and also my kening.
*kening naeknaek*

k bye! i love you guys and i know you love me!
remember, jangan pandang belakang kalau alek lambat.
and makan, jangan tak makan! nanti saket perut.
besok bangun pagi nak skola.
ok dah, i sound like my mum. pfft!

Saturday, January 17, 2009 | Saturday, January 17, 2009

im rotting at home today and it means that my nicotine level is critically low. haha. last few days, wait, i should say for the whole week, i went back home late. but at least i went back home late with my homeworks done and i did some revising. *claps hand* improving eh nabilah, improving. hehe! I meet Azam right after school everyday and I know he's tired cause the journey from tiong bahru to tampines bukan lah dekat seh. I told him not to force himself to come all the way to tampines but he insist to and by the time he reached home its already 12 midnight and that equates to him not getting enough sleep. That kepale batu guy eh! Pfft! but today I didn't get to meet him because he's working today at 4.30 in the morning till idk when. haiyaaah, bbl pasal die buat kite rindu die makin banyak seh! =(

haiyah, miss you lah bum-bum.

Saturday, January 3, 2009 | Saturday, January 03, 2009

KORANG NAK TAU BENDEEE? RAMBUT AKU DAH HITAM SIOLOLOLOL!

AND TIMETABLE SUCKS. BIG TIME.

anyway, first day of school was great! haha. and someone malu to face up with me. wait. malu? or just scared? stupid cock. *roll eyes 71 times* and and after school, i turned into the BAHAN of the day lah okay. haha. nie sume pasal Rihanna dgn tuh Cinonehh ah. hah! and den went to inter to meet Azam The Bum-Bum. yeay! hah, ok.

today i didnt get to meet him again. shitxzxzxz ah eh! i cant meet him tomorrow cause Kak Atikah nak tunang. so when's my turn? *kening naeknaek* hahaha. ohh yes, i just came back from my family gathering with Kak Ani's Fam, BikTa's Fam, Ibu's Fam and if course my fam.
had alot of fun and laughters ah. sampai maen game siololol. me and farhan played a game. siape abes air cepat , die menang. haha. and i won! hahaha. jangan maen-maen ah dgn sunshine jengjengjeng!haha! isap ah joy!

and and i miss that boy. when can i meet you again ah? rinduu oi rinduu.
kay ah. bye ah. takecare sayangs. remember, dont take drugs.
and when you drink, dont drive. haha!
kay bye, miss you. love you! mwaah! hahaha. =P