The reason for your actions . That's all I wanted from you . please spare a thought about my feelings . you just suck big big big time . Pfft !
okey , time for updates .
Been busy with school and tuition since last week .
school was okey but boring .
after school was kinda fun with the gundus .
well , its only the five of us now .
wait , oh yes , FIVE .
I miss this fren of mine so much .
i really want her back .
Just , what happened between us ?
and please , dont say that we already got you replaced .
we still want you to be with us .
you said I can tell you is if wasnt happy about you and her .
but even if i tell you so , wad will you do about it ?
avoid her ? heh ! I dont think you will do that right ?
the thing is , we really really need to talk .
talk things out and dont keep anythng deep down .
ive tried to gve you a hint , but you couldnt care less .
so how ?
i miss you alot . alot then how your boyfriend miss you .
alot den how your parents miss you
when you off to somewhr far for days .
I couldnt take this anymore .
nak nangis pun air mate dah kering .
ive tried to let it out to others ,
but wad can dey do ?
dey are feeling it too .
they wanted to do somthing about this too .
but things are not going well like wad we wanted to .
im not the only one who miss you .
in fact , the whole bunch of us , miss you like dammit !
we all used to be close with you .
but sadly for me , aku rapat ngn kau sekejap jer .
SBB ADER LAH ORANG YANG TAK SUKE AKU RAPAT NGN KAU .
like dammit ah , i type all this shit as if you're gonna read it .
I miss it when we walked with each other .
I miss it when we talked about our life .
i miss it when you start to tell me about you and him .
i miss it when we webcam-ed .
i miss it when you complained about the weather .
( haha . cute siaa . )
i miss it when we chat on msn and talked crap !
i miss your smiles .
i miss your laughters .
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU .
i miss syafiqah bte yuhana . please come back . =(