Take it easy.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008 | Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i dont think he got the right to call me a freaking shit ah . eh hello , im sensitive . you know it . call me stupid ? pathetic ? taik ? kental ? whats that for ? make me feel down ? like i have feelings and i fucking hate it when a guy calls me this that and you can say that you didnt do any fucking mistakes. im not trying to say that you must treat me real good and treat me like a princess. no , im not asking for that . in fact , i will feel disgusted if you treat me real nice. i was mad till i blurted out that three fucking words to you. yes , i hate you . coz NEVER A SINGLE GUY CALLS ME A SHIT . i bet my stardard is much more higher than to be compared with a shit . and oh yes , you call me a shit coz i replied you late . great ahh ? it feels so nice to be called a shit . i know im nothing compared to you . you got looks , you got nice body for a guy , you got everything that wad a girl wants . im nothing . im a shit like you said . i actually cried when you said that . eyy , its hurtful . i talked to my guyfriends. is it ur fault or m i just too sensitive? they said whatever it is , you dont have the fucking right to call me a fucking shit . and thats not the fucking way to treat a girl . some say you dont deserve me some just tell me to ditched you. this is the reason why i hate when i got to over GEREK with guys . he said he likes it hen we first chatted coz for the first time we chatted , i talked with him like i knew him for years . but see , they took it for granted . aku bebual gerek , dorang maen kurang aja ngn aku . aku go ngn korang nye way , korang pun nak kene pikir pasal care aku ahh sia . abeh perasaan aku tk perlu jage pe musibot ? kau panggil aku nie , panggil aku tuh , eh siaala , aku perempuan , aku ader perasaan. binatang pun ader perasaan ah siak.

to my hunney hot idiot ,
you said you would take good care of me . i asked you to go and fine some other better girls , but you said you rather stay and takecare of me .
den do you need to call me all that ? yes , i know . i was too mad that i said i hated you . but deep down , im not . u know that i was mad . you know how i felt . but u didnt pleaded guilty , u said u feel bad . but ur actions are not showing that u are. you asked for forgiveness , i forgave you den you just continue like nothing happen . hello , the heartaches are still there okeh . you asked me wad cn you do to make it up . but i just dont know wad to say to you . im hurt . and it takes time for a wound to be healed . you said you understnd me , den why is this happening ? and its not about winning or losing . i dont care who lose who wins. i dun fucking care about that , i just want u to know hw hurt i m . i dun wan to win . its not about that lah you. i got nothing more to say. i hope you understnd . im sorry.
- dear sensitive girl .