im still at my granny's place. yesterday syaf called me up and i was shocked becoz she was crying tersedu sedu siaa . i tout it was about mizan or what , but ended up she's crying becoz of her grandad . she said her grandad tngh nazak . suddenly the feelings came back . everything . haha. and i cried because i couldnt take it. i miss my granddad . alot . i could still remember i was sleeping when i received the news that 'yai' passed away . and it was arnd 5+ in the morning ? i didnt get to see him for the last time . that particular day . i dun know why but on that day thr's just smtg tt doesnt allow me to go visit him . mcm tau tau jer die nak pegi . i miss yai . i miss him alot . and hadi was he first one to know . haha. coz he was my boyfriend at that point of time . *kening naek tinggi tinggi * hahah .my mum called me to come home quick as in today . haha . i miss mum . hah! only mum eh!its better wad . thats wad dad wants . electric tak jalan per. aku buat menyemak pat umah per .aku cume menyusahkan dorang jer per . sumhow , i feel as if i dont belonged there . pfft ! i miss you freaking idiots do you guys know that !
dont forget me okeeeh! :'(((
